Returning to Trust

Returning to Trust

By grace you have been saved through faith, and this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God…Ephesians 2:8

In my own life, I well know how hard it is for me to trust that I am loved, and to trust that the intimacy I most crave is there for me. I most often live as if I have to earn love, do something noteworthy, and then perhaps I might get something in return. This attitude touches the whole question of what is called in the spiritual life, the “first love.” Do I really believe that I am loved first, independent of what I do or what I accomplish? This is an important question because as long as I think that what I most need I have to earn, deserve and collect by hard work, I will never get what I most need and deserve, which is a love that cannot be earned, but that is freely given. Thus, my return is my willingness to renounce such thoughts and to choose to live more and more from my true identity as a cherished child of God.

Free me, Dearest God, to gratefully receive your gift of love. Make me generous in loving family and friends.

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